The Down Side of Admiration

Thu, Jun 18, 2009

Fearless Creativity

There must be 200 links to photographer websites in my “inspire me” folder.  It’s like porn to me.  A safe bet is because, while at my most lush green, there was only the Black Book – a hard bound source book of photographers – to instruct and inspire me. The now ubiquitous 72 ppi jpeg was nonexistent.  Surely I’m still filling the void of my youth.

As with nearly everything, there are consequences to accessing so much imagery. The biggest could be jealousy.  In each of those 200 links is buried at least one image that caused me to mutter: Damn, I wish I had taken that, or I can’t do that; I suck.  The “I suck” part comes in waves [think low tide] followed by “I guess I’m tolerable” days later [think high tide].

Most of us have heard the worn, yet accurate: “familiarity breeds contempt”.  Allow me to offer an alternate: “ignorance propagates awe”.  While not nearly as catchy, in creative circles at least, it’s probably more precise.  Like the anticipation of a blind date, ignorance allows us to build the originator to bigger than life proportions and in a magically upward spiral, their skill is unattainable.

Today I’m mindful of this phenomenon but I wasn’t early on.  In school, Edward Weston was a Photo God to me.  At the time one might say I was polytheistic.  His scenes from the West Coast – Point Lobos, California to be specific – were are awesome.  Imagine my confusion when I reached the Pacific only to discover the target rich opportunities he had.  He was human and I was in search of a new faith.

Creative Jealousy, Inspiration, Photography

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